We decipher codes everyday. It might not have been obvious, but YES we do interpret codes and decode them every now and then. Human beings are sophisticated creatures of higher intelligence. We never communicate directly to others. Most of the time we make signs, detours and road blocks so that we leave the other party guessing, wondering what our next hint will be… Animals on the other hand prefer to tell each other face to face. Often you see when 2 dogs get close, if any one of them dislike the other, it will start to bark. Never will you see the dog coming close, pretending to be nice to the other dog and then bite it from behind. For us, `backstabbing’ is done almost everywhere and anytime. I am not into `backstabbing’ in this issue. Just that my point is we do not always say what we mean. And we tend to complicate things by not telling the truth directly. Instead we beat around the bush and `softly’ bring in the topic in a mild yet `blur’ picture. We always need to crack our brains to see thru people so as to prepare ourselves from any hidden `stuffs’…
I tried to decipher some codes. But the way I interpreted was of my `best interest’. But, is my interpretation correct??? I won’t know. Coz if I was supposed to know the truth, there won’t be a need to interpret codes… I wish the outcome to be of what I have `interpreted’. But then, am I really wishing for it??? Or is it just a follow thru of what has been done previously???
When we enter a comfort zone, most people take time to realize its presences. Many times when we are enjoying our time, we fail to appreciate those happy times. Only when we are in times of hardship and suffering, we start to complain and constantly bringing up the matter every now and then… Sometimes we fail to realize that in the midst of all the fun and laughter, we start to make bonds… Bonds so tight such that it keeps making us return to each other… That kind of bond takes time to nurture… But it’s easily broken by just one unhappy incident. Saying the wrong things at the wrong time can really make a big difference in the outcome of an incident.
不在时, 才知道有多想念…
想念中, 才发觉心情有了改变…
已经不如以前了…
压抑很久的心里话,
却无法说出来…
I got to go off soon. Flying to TW for training. Got time for me to book out and rest at home before the flight. So I thought maybe I just get this entry finished. Will be there for 3 weeks, back on the 17th August. Apparently, we will be getting VIPs so got to wayang a bit more this time. Managed to talk to LF for a while. I know you meant well. But then I really can’t do it. There’s always something to lose in taking a risk, which I am not willing to bear that consequence. =( Really hate myself… I hope LF can get more sponsorship and so she can get to Korea.
离开时, 心里有些舍不得…
会想念… 非常想念…
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