What Am I Doing Here...???!!! Again...???!!!

AbOuT mE
Fun loving
Outdoor Person
Does Handicrafts
Computers
Minor in Video Editing
Trying Graphic Editing
Loves a good GAME
Enjoy making FRENs

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Promises are the easiest things to break, hardest to keep...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

I said to myself many times that i will update this site as much as possible... =( Well, you know guys don't always mean what they say half the time. Really want to do something, but as i said last time... Things are getting into overdrive, and i am not holding it well. I kind of have this feeling I be stuck with the same @#$% for another while. To see their #$%^ faces again is really going to piss me off... Why am i even complaining??? Complaining gets nowhere apparently. But that only applies to me. Others who complains get what they want... Unfair? Ya, I think so. But what can I do? Life is unfair to begin with so I just got to take it down. (Let's `kill' someone..........)

ET said she going to help me redo this site. Haha!!! I still have a lot to learn in website design and i am not getting anywhere better. ET is my `customer'/good friend/web-designer. It's difficult to find girls who can say so much computer terms that i myself don't understand half the time... =P Well, my primary school fren YX is a EEE(Electronic and Electrical Engineer) I think. But never talk much abt any tech stuff with her anyway. =X Got to find a day to meet ET and start the ball rolling. My `other' website is now up and running smoothly, so i probably can spend some time on this one.

有心理准备，但只是一次。你那突如其来的要求，我有点措手不及。希望一切还好。

OK!!! I think i am spending too much lately... (You think only women go for retail therapy, well guess again.) Instead of indulging myself in expensive clothings and accessories, I prefer HARDWARE!!!

Got to get a digicam... Opps... Spending again!!! =( I love photography, but i dun own a camera myself. How ironic... This was taken from my O2. If you are trying to figure out wat i am talking about, i save you the trouble. Is the new 17" sport rims, and is a 4 digit investment not starting with 1 or 2... =( Talk about burning a hole in your pocket, my pants just `caught fire'!!!

有时候，还真得不知所措。
像只船，在大海中。
没有方向，没有目标。
只能在海中央，绕圈。。。

I am delaying alot of things that i am suppose to do. Just can't get into that mood. And with this freaking weather, it is not making it any better. We had a long extended rainy season, now the dry season is just as long... I don't remember it being so hot at all... Guess the world is not getting any better. Talk about saving the world, sometimes I think it is just Man's way of showing that they care, just that it is decades too late... Take for example the recent incidents that happened. You can see only when things happened, then we think of preventive measures. And if things happens again, then we think of more measures. Eventually it wil take you 1 hour to get yourself protected before u step out of your house. I am not saying is not right, because we never that anything can be a danger to us until something bad happens. What I don't like is that Man compile such measures and create standards for others to follow. Sometimes, they make it mandatory. Yes they are for the best of people. But when the measures are not around before, things are working fine. That one time issue doesn't mean that by following the so-called standards, accidents won't happen. All measures are perfect, all theories are flawless, provide in a `constant' environment. But look, we are dealing with human beings here. And human beings are NOT perfect. We make mistakes, we all do... We just got to accept those mistakes as they come by and learn from them so we can don't repeat the same mistakes again. But that doesn't prevent the accident from happening at all, because accidents CANNOT be prevent. If they can, they are NOT called accidents.

So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 11:46 PM