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Does Handicrafts
Computers
Minor in Video Editing
Trying Graphic Editing
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Speechless, with pain...

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Went to my Car club meet up. Learnt a few tricks from some of the bros. Now my ride is becoming so `Ah beng’ now. Woot!!! The guys are really amazing. Apparently there are so many things that I can do on the car. Can see why they are so crazy about it. Hmm… Next in line, let’s try something else on the headlights. Wahahaha…

好痛，好痛。。。
胸口发出一阵痛，
呼吸变得很困难。

Going to be transferred out of my miserable workplace. However, I don’t feel happy much. Kind of numb to all these. No more passion in doing anything at all. Frankly, if I were to handle more `major projects’ now, I don’t think I am up to it. Been doing too many `small errands’ for too long. Getting to rusty for `major projects’… I hope my new boss won’t mind. Come to think of it, I will be her subordinate and customer at the same time!!! And she will be giving me a 1 month `holiday’ the very month I am starting work!!! `Welfare’ I suppose… =(

所做的，只是因为关心。
如果带来不安，那就不做了。
但还可以关心吗？

JM leaving for studies soon. Won’t be seeing her for a long time. Going to miss her… Kind of hard these days to find some friends who you can really talk to, gossip and complain to without the fear of other people knowing. Remember the times when we had childhood friends and we share tones of secrets with and you always feel so safe talking about anything under the sun. Nowadays, you don’t see those around. Mainly because most of us turned defensive, tend to not reveal much, with the intention of protecting ourselves. Seeing too many `ugly sides’ really change one’s attitude towards every other person. JM and I went to Shangrila hotel(don’t anyhow think ah!!!) and had dinner at The Line. They having a Marine Harvest nite, aka SEAFOOD all you can eat!!! Sort of a farewell dinner for her. Just that I wasn’t feeling well, so didn’t eat much. Am I really ill? Or just that something is stopping me from getting better? Ok, back to the topic. The food was pretty ok, not spectacular. Think my tastebuds got affected. Nice place and the service was very pleasant.

追求一件没结果的事，是笨是傻吗？
有必要在继续吗？
但如果没追到底，怎么知道是没结果呢？
已经追到底了啊？

Be posting pictures of my ride soon. Done up some more things. But I be stopping soon. Getting really low in funding…

是在逃避，不肯接受现实吗？
还是以对现实感到麻目，
有时，就是不知如何面对。
好几次的伤害，好几次的悲伤。
好几次得从头再来，还能有多几次呢？

So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 8:27 PM