It brings to my attention that maybe I been looking at my side of the story too much. Like a GP essay, there's always 2 sides to an argument. Maybe I should look at 'the other point of view'? Am I being too forceful, inconsiderate? Put myself in the 'other shoe' and think about this issue. Maybe I always been doing the wrong things? However, it's a bit 'difficult to fit the other shoe. 'Size' difference.
Haven't been a good brother to HM. Wasn't there when she was troubled. =X Well, kind of too engrossed in my own 'troubles'. Sometimes, I feel I worry too much about others. All those absorbed negative thoughts kind of taken away a lot of my 'energy'. Many times I wonder, is there anyone that worrys for me as much as I worry for others? I really think that it's so fortunate to have someone to look for when I need 'help'. The one who help will also feel good when he/she gets appreciated. But guess I am only lucky enough to get appreciated, and not being able to feel fortunate. But sometimes, the one who helped do not want the appreciation. Maybe a little 'recognition' perhaps.
Mentioned before that I am watching a drama serial now. The more I watch, the more I feel that my life is really like the story. 人生如戏，戏如人生。 If really life is like a movie, l want to know who's the story writer and director. Coz I want to tell them how to write and direct the 'movie'. Everyone loves a perfect ending, especially when it comes to their 'own movie'. The thing is, the 'actor' can never succeed in creating that 'perfect ending' because the only thing the 'actor' can do is to play his/her part well. If the 'other actors' do not 'perform' as anticipated by the 'main lead', the ending will never be achieved.
Haven’t been sleeping well lately. Got to get up especially early now to get out for the traffic jam everyday and it just never seems to work at all. Already leaving the house at 7am, reaching at 7.45am. Work starts at 8.30am… WHY SO EARLY??? To avoid the `signboard’ lah. Nowadays even leaving at 7am is not working… Sleep earlier??? How early? Half the time on bed is spend on thinking of `stuffs’… I can lie there early at 10pm, but still will only go to sleep at around 1am. =X What was I doing??? Frankly, I also dunnoe… Not doing much lately, besides the usual seminars and conferences, most of time I am stoning at home… Online and offline… Haven’t touch my PS3 for ages… Kept falling asleep while driving home… Not doing much at work actually, but very mentally drained… Many suggest that I take leave and rest, as maybe my mind was so mentally prepared for the forecasted 1 mth leave and now I am not taking it… Even if I take leave now, most prob I be stoning at home too… So like no difference. My life kind of sad right… =(
IS and SS planned to visit me. IS msg me to ask me if it was ok… Well, I didn’t take my 1 mth leave so they dun have to visit me anymore. They got a bit shock thou, rearranged to meet another day for a meal or something… RY and SN got me something from their trip too… Guess the whole world was expecting me to take leave… Oh, haven’t email FY to say I didn’t take leave… Got some things need to discuss with her. Will do that tomolo bah… See how…
在对的时间，愚见对的人，作了对的事，
那叫做缘分。
对的时间，对的人，作了不对的事，
叫做有缘无分。
对的时间，作对的事，但是人不对，
那叫白费心机。
对的人，对的事，错的时间，
叫做造化弄人。
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