Was talking to JM, she was mentioned that she having quite a rough time over there. Alone and trying hard to make new friends, but things doesn’t seem to go her way. Quite worried for her, sad too. Come to realize, it seems so much easier to make friends when we are younger. We can make friends at playground by just playing with each other, and in primary school, after the first 2 days the whole class plays together… As we get older, it seems that our friend gets lesser and lesser, I mean those that we keep in constant contact with. I had 40 primary sch classmates, really good terms with all last time. Trying to get the class together now, but managed to get a handful to reply back to me regarding meetups… =( Everytime we approach people, introduce ourselves to each other, the next moment we forget each other names. When we are approached by others, we all tend to bring up some sort of defense first. Wearing the `mask’ in this society is common now. Too many incidents of friends betraying each other, backstabbing and cheating… Our ages just get larger each day, but our hearts gets smaller…

是时候了吧，
应该做些什么吧。
铁棒虽然可以磨成针，
但在磨下去，
针也会磨完。
最后，
一切还是空。
之前没有针，
之后也没有针。
只是，
之后连铁棒也没有了。

So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 1:10 AM