曾經有片美好的果園擺在眼前，
但卻選擇了不去掌握。
心裡保留者以前的夢想，
不停得追求。
雖然可以說是難易實現，
但仍然努力耕耘。
總是希望自己的種子，
在細心的栽培下，
能深根萌芽。
多年的努力，
到頭來還是毫無收穫。
人就是這樣。
往往都抱著希望，
向夢想前進，
人生才會有意義，
才會濄的充實。 
遇到失敗，
人人都說是到達成功的一段路程。
失敗乃成功之母。
多失敗几次，
就是表示離重點的距離，
越來越近了。
是這樣嗎？
但有些事，
無論你多努力，
無論你做些甚麼，
不會發生就是不會發生。
要接受失敗其實不是很難，
最難的是要承受失敗帶來的痛苦。
失敗的痛苦不是一在的累積，
而是一次有一次的倍增。
Been spending a few days doing up my DIY blog. Got a bit frustrated coz I can’t seem to get some of the functions I want to work. =( Haiz… Good thing I got ET to help me. Enlightened me on some stuff. Still not complete yet, but at least I can upload the template now. Will be trying to figure out the other functions next time. Need to go study a bit more. Saw KC’s website. Hmmm… Maybe I can host my own one now. Can get ET do for me. Free of charge right ET??? Haha…
Been doing a lot of `shift work’ lately. Got to report to work at different `Headquarters’ and doing many different `assignments’. Quite fun initially, coz u get to see how other `Headquarters’ work, but eventually looking at it, I not making much progress as I keep getting same `job scope’ over and over again. Sometimes I wish I can handle some of the `bigger projects’ that my colleagues are doing, so I can have a chance to `prove my existence’. Otherwise I feel I am like a `admin assistant’ with a title of an `office executive’. Got some other companies offering me a `promotion’ and asking me to join them. Tempting offer I would say, but I am afraid my `working experience’ is not enough for me to hold that `position’ at their company. Their management are more than willing to guide me along so I can `adjust’ into their working environment but I still feel unsafe. What should I do??? Oh wait, I do not have anyone to ask… So the question bounce back to me… =X
I keep saying I want to change my blog layout, keep saying I want to write more frequently, but I just keep NOT fulfilling my own promises… Why so??? Am I just getting physically tired such that I am lazy to sit down and do all that??? Or I am just mentally tired and wish all these will miraculously appear without me squeezing a drop of my brain juice??? Wait, I got brain juice or not??? Not really a smart person here I feel. If I were smart, then I won’t have made so much mistakes in life. But is there anyone that is REALLY SMART??? And what’s the definition of being SMART??? Oh, I sound like giving out essay questions ah??? Ok, then I don’t ask liao. =X
This month angbao money not a lot. So no spare cash. Nothing to pamper my car. Saw my IRAS form… Going to loss another part of my pay again soon… Now that `promotion’ looks very tempting now… It comes to the point that between working for passion and working for money, the latter always overcomes the rational mind. It's hard to live only on passion and dreams. The world will not accomodate you for believing in ur passion and dreams, rather they will leave you behind and let you survive on ur own. Because human beings are `all for themselves', they will take care of themselves first before others. And things don't come free in this world. So money is really what it all matters most of the time. You have no money to pay, you won't be expecting anything from anyone. People always tend to expect things to come from others first before they give out something of their own. You will always ask for `any discount' before u pay for anything right? Is like a distinct human nature. That's what makes us humans.
Yes there are those who give more than they recieve. But most of the time, these people remain unnoticed until those who recieved from them stop recieving. But isn't that too late???
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