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Does Handicrafts
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Looking for the `Perfect World'

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Am i suited for my job? Why am i working as wat i am now? Is it all pre-destined? Don't you sometime wonder what would it be like if you are not doing what you are doing now? Would you still go through the same hardship, enjoy the same rewards? Would you be what you are now, in terms of personality and character? If there is one decision in the past you can change, which one would it be? And if you can really change that point in life, would you?

The truth is we never know what will happen the next moment, who you will meet at the next corner of the road. What makes life so unpredictable, also makes it so interesting. It generates emotions of all sorts, some happy, some sad... We grow through all these emotions. Some makes us more motivated, while some makes us feel lost. It's like a cycle, a routine that we go through every second of our life. However, did you ever wonder when is the end of all these? Is it when our life is up then things stop? Has it occurred to you that even if you are no longer in existence, all these still continues? Simply because all that you go through, not only does it affect you, it affects may other around you. One simple action, one simple answer can actually create millions of emotions affecting millions of people. One decision you make can affect lives of so many others, without you even knowing it. And because you do not know, in your eyes, you are the only victim where in fact you are the cause of suffering of so many other people. But how can we make the so-called "right" decision? Do we have to ask everyone's opinion before deciding anything? Is never possible. So why we blame people for making mistakes, when we might be the one causing it unknowingly?

Got the habit watching movies... And i mean watching everything... Been getting HY to watch with me... Usually 1 show a week, but it has been increasing. Think last week we saw 3. Basically, every new show opens, we buy tickets. But i think is my way of getting myself occupied. Recently we got obsessed with card magic tricks, HY been practising, I just slack... Hands too big liao, cannot do alot. Simple ones still can, and got to do some practising... Not good at tricking, bluffing... So i find it hard to do those tricks.

Same delay again, haven't beening continuing this entry for weeks. Took 1 week leave, wanted to settle some `personal admin' but seems like i just got myself hooked onto a new MMORPG. It's called PERFECT WORLD.

A simple game actually, but it has most of the game elements that is playable without spending money at all. Like `Maple Story' where u only spend cash on buying things that look nice, but the game has better graphics and storyline.

My 1 week leave? What I did? Well, I practically stayed at home and glued myself to the computer. Your basic `eat, sleep, play computer' routine. You might say i wasted the whole week, should have gone somewhere... But at the point of time, i can't think of anything else to do.

落叶离开大树后，随着风在天空起舞。还留在大树的叶子，渴望拥有落叶的自由。但落叶的孤独和寂寞，它们是不会懂。落叶何尝不是在渴望着，有叶子们的陪伴。风没留意到落叶的依依不舍，继续把落叶和大树的距离拉远。落叶在天空飘着，没有大树的照顾，开始枯萎。落叶就这样，告别了大树。

So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 10:35 AM