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Sunday, March 01, 2009

At my 'escape' spot, just admiring the weather... Well, this is not my 'usual' spot. But that place I don't think I can go there ever again. Been coming to this spot almost every week, and it has become more regular. I come here to do thinking, sorting things out. But it seems that the more I try to do that, the more confuse I get. End up, I keep repeating my thoughts, actions... I try to keep myself occupied at work and other stuff. But eventually, it got kind of boring, and I just can't be bothered anymore.

Work is still the same. My contract is ending soon, l got to start looking for work. Have a few offers, all quite good. But I wasn't much bothered by it. Been thinking of other stuffs, which I can say is no where as important. Or rather, I am bothered with irrelevant stuffs. Is just that those stuff make a bigger impact to me than the more important ones.

Stopped on the WOWing for quite some time. Now been playing some Web-based MMORPG which is flash based. No need installation, just log in from any computer. During work downtimes, just alt-tab and click. It may seem that i just dun care abt work anymore. But i am just occupying myself totally so i dun have spare time to think of stupid things to do... Was quite fun initially, but now the mood is slowly dying off... I am concurrently playing a few games at one go... Sort of like multi-tasking... But i think i got to find new games soon...

Been missing most of the meetups with the car clubs. Not really in the mood to go down. It brings back to the times when i was working part-time for my previous company. At first, the enthusiasium was strong, and grows even stronger with time. Then the feeling slowly peaks and dies down... Seem like i am losing interest in alot of things... =( Oh well, i am losing interest in this blog also...

眼前看到的画面，和脑海里所想的，不一样。
心理所想要的，和手里所握的，不一样。
人们往往对事物，都有些渴望。
但人们往往心想而事不成。
能把梦想实现的，没有几个。
试问问自己，为何你不是哪一个？
到底需要什么条件，才能成为那一个？
成为那一个，真得那么难吗？

Met my HM, she been wanting to watch shows but can't seem to find people to watch with her. I also haven't seen her in a while. So we watch show had dinner... She still the same, everything is her animals... Haiz... Headache! She bought me a birthday present. =) Never expect she really go buy `it'. I was like telling her to get a few months back, then she kept saying she will get another `version'... Kept saying too expensive... But she really got it. Well, not the `size' i was hinting, but this one is really just right. =) Thanks.

I do have off days, but currently mostly spending my off at home. Play games, sian... Watch TV, also sian... End up napping... Kind of sad that i have free time but nothing much to do... I can't get saturday off days. So to me, have a off day is like no difference at all. Rather stay at work, at least I dun have time to stare into space and 胡思亂想. Maybe I should just reactivate my WOW account and make a comeback??? But like I have no one to play with anymore. All my gaming Khakis stopped the game already... =( Take up courses to learn new things??? =X

I am trying to get pictures to post for my entry but it seems I can relate any pictures to the `rubbish' i am writing here... Been delaying the post for a long time. So i guess no pics then

So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 9:58 PM

4 seconds of my life

At 11:02 AM, inoka said...

do you really want all that you have. do you really need all that you cant have. could you just let them go. one of these days you just might have to find out.

actually that is ok, im not sure i can either. cos we both knew nothing moves us so much as losing what we couldnt own..

At 10:29 PM,

Mojave said...

=)

Wonder why we get into such situations... "Life is never easy", I understand. But understanding that fact doesn't change anything at all...

There's so much inertia now, and to build the momentum to move on, a GREAT deal of driving force is needed...

At 11:28 AM,

inoka said...

like everyone else. we want to be strong. we want to be live the life we wanted. but still havent figured out how to be both. since it didnt kill us, it should make us stronger, right? RIGHT?

=)

At 12:49 PM,

Anonymous said...

post picture of 'rose' can le,if u really wan to post a pic,heehee....

when you are as dependant on them as they are on you,u ll understand why they are my everything le....
n they are more straightforward,no hidden emotion like humans,they are so much more innocent,i rather trust them than humans,haha....
of cos,u are one of the trusted ones,haha,dun worry..... ;>