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Saturday, June 21, 2008

Went to my Car club meet up. Learnt a few tricks from some of the bros. Now my ride is becoming so `Ah beng’ now. Woot!!! The guys are really amazing. Apparently there are so many things that I can do on the car. Can see why they are so crazy about it. Hmm… Next in line, let’s try something else on the headlights. Wahahaha…

好痛，好痛。。。
胸口发出一阵痛，
呼吸变得很困难。

Going to be transferred out of my miserable workplace. However, I don’t feel happy much. Kind of numb to all these. No more passion in doing anything at all. Frankly, if I were to handle more `major projects’ now, I don’t think I am up to it. Been doing too many `small errands’ for too long. Getting to rusty for `major projects’… I hope my new boss won’t mind. Come to think of it, I will be her subordinate and customer at the same time!!! And she will be giving me a 1 month `holiday’ the very month I am starting work!!! `Welfare’ I suppose… =(

所做的，只是因为关心。
如果带来不安，那就不做了。
但还可以关心吗？

JM leaving for studies soon. Won’t be seeing her for a long time. Going to miss her… Kind of hard these days to find some friends who you can really talk to, gossip and complain to without the fear of other people knowing. Remember the times when we had childhood friends and we share tones of secrets with and you always feel so safe talking about anything under the sun. Nowadays, you don’t see those around. Mainly because most of us turned defensive, tend to not reveal much, with the intention of protecting ourselves. Seeing too many `ugly sides’ really change one’s attitude towards every other person. JM and I went to Shangrila hotel(don’t anyhow think ah!!!) and had dinner at The Line. They having a Marine Harvest nite, aka SEAFOOD all you can eat!!! Sort of a farewell dinner for her. Just that I wasn’t feeling well, so didn’t eat much. Am I really ill? Or just that something is stopping me from getting better? Ok, back to the topic. The food was pretty ok, not spectacular. Think my tastebuds got affected. Nice place and the service was very pleasant.

追求一件没结果的事，是笨是傻吗？
有必要在继续吗？
但如果没追到底，怎么知道是没结果呢？
已经追到底了啊？

Be posting pictures of my ride soon. Done up some more things. But I be stopping soon. Getting really low in funding…

是在逃避，不肯接受现实吗？
还是以对现实感到麻目，
有时，就是不知如何面对。
好几次的伤害，好几次的悲伤。
好几次得从头再来，还能有多几次呢？

So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 8:27 PM

0 seconds of my life

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"Give me my sword, take away my GOLD..." Tired... Bored... Poor... Someone stop me...

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Ok, I went to buy a digicam. At bit on the Ex side, but the camera is real cool. All touchscreen with 10.1 megapixel. Now I can take pictures and post online! No need to use my crappy O2 camera. Presenting the new Sony T-300!

FO came over to Singapore. She was on leave so dropping by to visit. Meet up with her together with HY. She has gotten so thin. Was quite surprised when she called me that day to tell me she was coming over. She wanted to visit Sentosa coz she hasn’t been there before. Hmm, tough one. She wanted to check out if the place is disable-friendly. She working for a Home for challenged children and was thinking of bringing them here for a visit. So I took 1 day leave on Monday. Monday, the day when everyone are in the don’t want to do anything mood. Good for going shopping or visit places. =)

HY got to go work, so only me and FO went sentosa. Kind of a dejavu, cos went there with RS that time when she was not feeling too good abt her breakup with her Ex. Brought FO around and we visited the Underwater World and Dolphin Lagoon. Actually it was so much fun that day. The last time when I was there, I was busy taking pictures and shooting video. Never knew that place was so interesting. Did quite a bit of catching up with FO. I had almost the whole day, so we were chatting all the way. By the way, FO was from Penang. She was working here in Singapore for quite some time before she chose to return back to Penang. A lot of events happened that time. Looking at her now, she is much better last time. =)

往事只能回味，有时拿来想念。
发生过的事，已经发生了。
你我都不能去改变它。
只要想到那些开心事，就好了。

I am not rich. Really! But I am spending a lot nowadays. Got started with my new rims. Then I joined the LMC and LEXC forums and soon, the car moding could not seem to stop. Got my front nose masked, so now look more like EVO. And changed my CMI headlamps to HID now. The illumination is SO SO much better. Will post pictures of the HID after I got them readjusted. Currently, they are too low. Nice pictures of my rims!

The new 17" RAYS...

Before...

After... WOOT!!!

Got to stop myself from getting too much POISON from the forums. LOL…

Getting physically and mentally drained… From work and work… Going to work now, only to wait for the clock to strike 4.30pm… Nothing more… There is no motivation anymore. Everyday I see how bad my industry is to the people, I myself just feel that I am not doing enuff. And my boss is never supporting, rather hindering me in doing what I should be doing. Starting to hate my job. =( I know in life nothing is smooth going. There are always obstacles to go through, challenges to face. It is suppose to mould me to a better person. Well, I think that’s true but I just want to complain. And finding someone to complain to, is never easy.

So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 10:02 PM

4 seconds of my life

At 8:21 PM, Anonymous said...

Buddy, nice ride shit job!
U one up liao!
I got shit ride and shit job!

At 8:32 PM,

Anonymous said...

起伏的人生，往往都令人觉得很不开心，
要珍惜快乐，要学会快乐，加油找一个可以与你分享人生的人吧：）

“... 天晓得，既然说，你快乐于是我快乐，玫瑰都开了，我还想怎么呢...”- 王菲

At 11:10 PM,

Mojave said...

Oh come on, you are driving a BMW for crying out loud buddy...

At 11:12 PM,

Mojave said...

Thanks Anonymous...