Ok. First time writing blog entry on my O2... =) I am on the train to met JT regarding the newsletter thingy. YES, I am doing the layout again. Why me? =) If not me then who else? HaHa...
Where should I start? =X Well, been talking a lot with LF. Yah is a IDD call I know and I forsee my bill is going to shoot rocket high this month. Worst still, it might be spaceship high! I dunnoe why, coz most of the time I listen to her. She also paiseh she make me "bankrupt" due to my phone bills... But I still call her when she miss call me... (She incoming free loh...) Guess I need that distraction from 'things'... Let's wait for this months bill...
It has come to a point when I need to make one of the most important decision in my life. I got no one to ask opinion for. The answer is very vague in my mind but still I decided to go with it and try to 'encourage' myself along the way. The first step was easy, but the PAIN soon follow. It hurts when I look at it. It hurts when I think of it. Well, it just hurts... Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Commitment... Sounds familiar huh... There's no one I can complain to. I brought this all by myself... I am to be blamed... Haiz...
Met up with my sec sch gang, RK, JaL, WB & KS. Of course I suggested to go to Indulgz lah... WM been asking me to go down again for a long time liao... Since got opportunity, must grab mah... The 5 of us all guys, so all guy talk. WM thought that I might be coming down with the TampinesTambis. She was quite busy too so she didn't chat long. RK was thinking of planning a trip to Mt Kinabalu. Sounds tempting, but think I am not fit for it yet. =P See how lah...
JM taking exam. Think by the time I post this, the exam over le. Was supposed to have a bet with EL whether JM can pass or not. =( Sorry JM. Not that I don't wish you will pass, and not that I have no confidence in you... I do... Hope you passed. Still will treat you dinner one, don't worry. I just hope that dinner is meant as a celebration.
已成了习惯吧。
每次到了这时候，
就会主动去做。
会自己提醒自己，
不可以忘记。
这次，
会比较开心吧。
The newsletter is almost done. Just some minor changes here & there. The layout is starting to look more Photoshop like. Guess next time I can submit in PSD format instead of JPG, so the publishers can do last min editing. I might be getting an iBook instead of iMac. I would need that portable convenience. The desktop at home is getting more cranky. Think going to be 'permanently shut down' soon. Got save up for a new one le. So sad that I am depending so much on technology. =(
Starting to lose control of my finance management. Been breaching the barrier of my E-funds... =) They say you spend more when you earn more... Quite true. You seldom see directors or CEOs eating at hawker centres right? Sometimes we spend money according to our status. Compared to life as a student, the life I am having now is so much more luxurious. But also, I find that the control over myself is much lacking compared to student times. I don't think this should be the way. Got to change by habits. Maybe spend more time in WOW... Cheapest form of entertainment and will take up most of my time. Which leaves me no time for other things and thus spend less money? Good or bad idea?
But then, is it true that when you spend more, you will help boost the economy? I see many kinds of people everyday. However, regardless of who they are, they all have the same, if not similar mentality. They all want the most of some things and are not willing to 'sacrifice' in return.
When things happen, and when we don't understand why, we will keep asking. Sometimes the more we ask, the bigger the question becomes. If we think deeply, many things end up in a certain way and there's always a reason behind it. If we can't find the reason, most of the time is because we cannot accept it. People choose to run away most of the time as its the easiest way to deal with things. Let time to pass by, dampen things down. However, we can't deny the fact that the problem still remains. So Man's greatest invention will be a 'Universal Solution' to 'All Problems'.
Been writing this entry for weeks I think. Time just slips by when you least expected it. 'Time waits for no one' this phrase really means it all. By reading this entry you might have jolly well used up part of your precious time in your life. Might be better off doing more meaningful things rather than spending your youth on my nonsense...=) Your watch will tell you how much time you have wasted. Only your HEART can tell you how much time you had spent meaningfully.
等了很久，
终于可以出门去。
还以为是风和日丽，
就充满希望的奔向沙滩。
眼看着就快要到了，
突然一阵风吹来。
天空下起大雨，
而且越下越大。
我没想过要带雨伞，
只好在那淋雨。
淋到满身湿淋淋。。。
好冷，好冷。
我病了。病得很重。
有药吃吗?
如果有的话，要到哪里去找呢？
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 10:49 AM
0 seconds of my life
Life is like a STAGE... So who's my director???
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Watched The Prestige with HY, DV and CH. Was a last min thingy. CH got his dinner stopped by the ticketman… LOL
From acclaimed filmmaker Christopher Nolan ("Memento," "Batman Begins"), comes a mysterious story of two magicians whose intense rivalry leads them on a life-long battle for supremacy full of obsession, deceit and jealousy with dangerous and deadly consequences. From the time that they first met as young magicians on the rise, Robert Angier (HUGH JACKMAN) and Alfred Borden (CHRISTIAN BALE) were competitors. However, their friendly competition evolves into a bitter rivalry making them fierce enemies-for-life and consequently jeopardizing the lives of everyone around them.
The plot was really nice. The way they portray the 2 characters really makes u wonder, who is the bad guy? Is there any bad guy? The revelation of the final trick was a bit too exaggerating, but it kind of makes sense in a while when u ask yourself… What really is magic? 3.5/5 for me
Went to SC's birthday party last Saturday. The place was really nice. As usual, I got to `work' a bit. Haiz, she always bullies me… Kind of gotten used to it. Think maybe because I ragged her during orientation, now I am getting payback… Boohoo… Frankly, it's nice of her to invite me. But I can't stop feeling a bit out of place there. Think age is catching up on me… OK… I am not the oldest there but… =X Think she knows wat I mean. She already gotten the present that I bought for her… Oh Shucks… Got to find her another present… Brain cells got to die a bit more liao…
Just went thru that `investigation protocol'. BASICALLY IS ALL CRAP… Total WASTE OF MY YOUTH!!! The wayang was like OMFG!!! ZZzzz… GET A LIFE MAN… All simply bullshit and nonsense… CRAP!!! ZZZzzz…
A lot of energy is being withdrawn from me by my work. The mentality of doing my best now is overtaken by restrictions and limitations that actually lowers my standard of my performance. There comes to a point when I ask myself, wat am I doing??? Why am I even there???
Was talking to LF over the phone. She asked me a question. Oh dear… What a question…
Getting kind of tired writing the blog… Piled with work and commitments… Sometimes I wonder why am I still writing… I dun even know who's reading this, dun really care thou… Basically, it has become more of a site for venting of frustration, rather than a blog…
I was just trying to help the situation, but now I am seen as someone who is trying to make the situation worst… Ok… I should have just kept things to myself and not let some people know… Sometimes I really give up on some people… They think that they know everything, but the fact is that they don't. So dun try and act as if u know how things work ok? Even I kept quiet… ZZZ
好累，好累。
想停下脚步来。
可是找不到终点。
只好继续走下去。
还要多久才到呢？
会走到吗？
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 8:30 AM
0 seconds of my life
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