Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Met up with Christin, Haoyi and April yesterday for dinner... Actually, they had dinner, i go watch them eat... =) Not feeling too well so din get anything... I haven't see April for 3 yrs liao... OMG!!! I din know that until she reminded me on that... She was mentioning the incidents when we first met and i couldn't recall... Thought my memory always very good one??? Sigh### Think getting old liao. We took some pictures with my phone and Christin's phone... Christin had all the group photos, i got the candid shots... Took April's photo until my handphone low batt... Got a few nice ones, but took a while before i can send them to April coz low batt... the phone even died on the way back home on Christin's car. Oh, did i mention we almost made April CRY??? Haha... Actually, they were suaning me a bit (i immune liao), then my little gestures made April laugh uncontrollably... Really laugh until she turn red and tears came out from her eyes... Quite funny... Then on the way back to Christin's place, she sat beside me on the rear... She dun dare to look at me... Haha...
The Kota Tinggi trip going well, planning and stuffs... But me on the broke side... Dunnoe got enuff cash to go there or not... Think got to sell stuff liao... Will be a really budget trip this time... Currently got 5 people going, me, check, brendan, weilun and vitia... Not worried abt the first 3 cos we confirm one... Scared that the other 2 put aeroplane... Coz 3 people and 5 people planning can be quite different... And they want STINGRAY on the menu... Wah, a bit difficult to cook leh... Need Skill... Good thing i have!!! HaHa... Anyway, have or dun have, I'll be the one cooking in the end... Think brendan also almost there one... Check will the the one doing the hotdogs and otah if any... But i still think the BBQ pit that we got last time might not be enuff this time, coz of the 5 people team... But if we buy the bigger pit, wait no space to put... Then if the other 2 `pang sei', then we can cook lunch and dinner 2 times over there liao for 1 night...
Pass Angela her dental morpho book which i borrowed to lend to Sharon... Sharon lend to Jasmine to photocopy, but apparently the photocopy auntie damaged the book a little bit... Sharon felt paiseh and helped to tape the book and got Angela a box of chocolates... Then when i pass the chocolates to Angela, Angela got paiseh!!! =( Blur liao??? Anyway, just writing crap here coz only me. Angela and Sharon will understand. Judging from the fact that Angela has no internet access back home, and i never publicise this blog so i presume Sharon won't know this site... Conclusion, the only person who is able to read this and understand is ME>>> !!! CRAP!!!
Things still slow for me, but is picking up... A bit uneasy doing labwork again, coz i dun have much to do yet... Miss denture teeth set-up, but no worry... My exam case still got P/P to do... Got to do a set of immediate for her first to go Malaysia with... But i just got Catherine to do my crowns, dunnoe when can be ready. Still got to get Prof Yap to change staff for me also... Hope i dun get CCL, maybe can get NTK, TKS... Oh, Dr Mok and gang (Dr Rashid, Dr Soh Jen) think not happy that i keep helping others (not say they are not HAPPY, dunnoe wat word to use). Coz they saw Irene was asking me something... But Irene my sister mah, been helping her since long time ago... I know they worried that i dun have time for myself... =X
My class will be having their exams tomolo, Sigh### This morning got mental block... Got up from bed and suddenly felt lost... Dun have the mood to go sch or do anything... Just stare there aimlessly... Took me a while to `wake' myself up to go to school... Came late and miss the endo clinical seminar where Dr Chng will demostrate the molar bands and heated GP cones... Had perio tut with Dr Ben Tan yesterday... All this seminars and tutorials, haiz... Dunnoe why i am there for, what i am suppose to do... Was thinking i went thru that b4, and so if i participate i might deprive the rest of the learning experience... Then if i dun do anything, the tutorial really boring loh... Can fall asleep, so might as well stay home and sleep loh... Why bother wake up to go school then??? I dunnoe lah... Got this EXTRA feeling when i am in school... Sometimes, i just dunnoe wat i can do... Like now i am writing this blog during lunchtime... Wanted to write it a bit earlier one but was in lab and everyone was around...
Cold joke : `What is the educational level of HE-Man?'
Cold Answer : `He finished Postgrad course... He is MASTER of the UNIVERSE'
(Freezing...)
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 2:03 PM
0 seconds of my life
Time
Friday, May 13, 2005
Think i am getting sian of writing blog... Dunnoe wat to put in, and i can't keep writing everyday... Very lazy loh... Dunnoe how the others can write and write everyday one... They seem like got endless stuffs to write about. I am like 2 3 days then come in and write... Really getting tired of writing liao...
Went out with my dear sis for 2 times liao... Friday we had lunch at Tiong Bahru Plaza and also watch a movie... Actually Weiwei also tagged along... She actually left me and huemin behind and went to sit along in front while watching the show... Then me and huemin got scared a bit. Then today, went to SPCA with huemin... =) Saw my favourite animal there... hee... So many of them... They all are really cute... Saw many young ones, they are the cutest... Huemin actually very quiet with me... Never talk a lot... Both times she kept quiet and don't dare to look at me... (Wah, din know i am that scary... Boo!!!) Think she's shy... Coz when it comes to MSN or SMS, she totally different...
Haiz, think i got to make it a habit to write everyday... Otherwise dunnoe wat to write... Keep slacking and saying to myself to write tomolo... Tomorrow... Can anyone understand the real meaning? We keep saying do it tomolo... But in actual fact, today is yesterday's tomolo... So Tomorrow never comes... When it comes, it had become Today... Time just pass us by and many of us don't realise that until it's too late... So why wait till tomolo... It will never come...
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 11:32 PM
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Differences
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Today is sort of my first day of actual school... Serene called yesterday saying Nurse Pwa is not giving nurse to her anymore coz i was assigned as her partner... Wah, she so HEARTLESS... =( Now no holiday for me... Sigh... No lah... She's just following orders loh... She say the notice came to her, she also can't help it.
But she said she'll find assistant for Serene if i intend to take a holiday or something... Nice nice... But really today got no mood to do work... =( Maybe it is due to me going to find Prof Ong on monday... If I didn't, maybe I might be still rotting at home, watching TV, play computer games, watch SMALLVILLE!!! Haiz, kenneth and gabriel say i SABO... But Gabriel said he was going to ask this week one, then when i go see her on monday, there was someone inside loh... I thought is Gabriel...
Prof Neo met us after school today. She mention about how things is going to work now... I was to partner with Serene so got to be around... Ken and Gab can OTOT... She say we can apply for leave to go for holiday first. Actually was pretty tempted, coz really got no more drive left to do anything... Lost my motivation...
Today was assisting Serene, did S and P and a Class I filling... Wat i saw in her was myself when i was in the same position as her... Really felt weird... Sometimes i really wan to step in and do the things for her... Think is because was used to the rushed schedule, can't bear seeing things going slow... Then saw the mistakes i used to make last time... I help to correct her a lot loh, and that made me feel VERY BAD. I mean, what am i to correct her??? So i tried to restrain myself many times and let her learn the hard way... I am quite ok with the yr 3s, but can't stop feeling strange with them...
Guess wat Dr Mok told Serene... She said to Serene to treat me well and not to bully me... Otherwise she will not let her off... !!! Wah, I din know Dr Mok like me so much... =) Ask me to be nasty to Serene and not be Mr Nice Guy liao, say I always get bullied being Mr Nice Guy... She's really nice... But I told her Mr Nice Guy is always in me, hard to get rid... Then she started FROWNING... Haha... So cute right?!?!?! =)
Was helping Angela with her report yesterday, was going thru it... Then i pointed out so many mistakes until she almost `died' in front of me... It was already the second time she printed all 5 sets of her report loh... Then by the time i finished with them, she got to re type every page of the report... !!! Wah, think i am turning to a DEVIL liao... First bully angela, then serene... HAHAHAHA!!! (My horns and tails are emerging...)
Not regreting staying back, but regreting not taking the exams... Don't understand? Well, the meaning is simple...
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 10:04 PM
0 seconds of my life
Lazy Bum
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
It's been a while since i came back here... Getting very lazy nowadays... Come home play game, finish watch TV... Haiz... Today was playing my RTKX, really very siong... My 刘备 only left like 2 months to live, and i got 4 cities to conquer... Wah!!! Stress out man....Think spend 3 hrs trying all the various combo to end my game with 刘备 still alive...
Met Prof Ong today. She's really good, personally call and sort of demanded from Ms Woo to do up our time-table. Actually i can start my clinics TODAY one... But Ms Woo din inform us... Then Prof Neo came along, and asked if we needed a break... Go Holiday or something she mention... =X Then, very happening... One of patient came in the morning for E-case. Wow, it's a BIG DEAL coz i never have E-cases... Think all my classmates, or most of them have E-cases... But then i thought, no problem one mah... All my folders in school, never bring home. But nurse Goh say she cannot find file... Wah, PANICK... Rush to my locker and see got or not... Then when they mention the name of the patient, IT'S PEDO... It's with Dr MOK. Then she on duty, so got to trouble Dr Rashid. Then when we get to the cabinet, the cabinet is lock. So got to find Dr Mok get key... Run up run down... Very chuan leh...
The main thing i wan to say was that really felt a bit no direction in the morning... Very reluctant to get up and go school. Yah, i know the Profs are really nice... So i tried to look OK in front of them. When the E-case thing came up, and i was running up and down, i din feel that lost feeling anymore. Hmmm, think i tried too hard to be nice to everyone. That could be one of my aims in life... Good or Bad??? Well, got comments from both sides...
Oh, remember that A-STAR scholar? Well, still really not sure wat went wrong... But that incident made a big HU-HA in the papers... Hmmm, should have emailed my blog to straits times.
Still felt uneasy when Angela asked my about perio diagnosis just now... =X Can't complain, coz she went shopping and lunch with me... Actually she was buying her stuffs for the CD I case presentation, i just tag along... She got to return me my laptop so i can print her report for her. Then even `persuaded' her to give me a ride back... Wah, I bully leh... Then very JIALAT. Finished printing her CD I presentation, she when home. Then she called later coz i forgot to pass her the FP lab sheets and RPD design sheets which she ask me to take for her from school just now... =P So she drove all the way back again to collect from me... Sorry Sorry Sorry... =P Think she still up now, burning the EXTRA midnight oil for all the time i `took away' from her...
As for the GOOD and BAD comments of me trying too hard to be nice to everyone, think i offended someone. =X ....
Oh, did i mention abt my Kota Tinggi trip? Went there last time but sin manage to go up, Think either we lost our way or the weather caused a terrain change... But nvm, we plan to go back there again. Must CONQUER it... YEAH!!! But think last time when i bring my CrossAir there, not very appropriate leh... Might have to get a new bag. But went OutDoor to see see look look, all the Deuters not nice leh... Either too Big or too small, too ugly looking or too fanciful... Haiz... Dunnoe how the design on... All cannot make it... They sell those ALpine Bags loh, as if Singapore got ice peak to climb... If not ALpine, then the rest all racing bags. (think for bicycle but motor bike also can ba...) Think we might be going on the coming long weekend with the Vesak Day holiday...
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 1:32 AM
0 seconds of my life
GPM Last Day
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Today is the last day of the GPM course... All my frens now are busy mugging for the finals. The list of people who can take the finals are out. I din go see, coz i know the results long ago... Sigh### Life's getting lonely... Dun know wat to feel now... A lot of mixed feelings... All i can say is, ....
Had a game of DoTA just now. I not GAY today leh, although i use my Medusa... And i think the teams have equal balance of NOOBS... Somemore my team got SandKing using the bug in the game... Wanted to do the BKB to whack him one... But he got OWNED by the others so din care much . Not bad today, managed to get my Demon Edge first after my Null Talisman. Then almost end game made Bruize, ButterFly ,Orge Axe --> BKB, Power Treads, and enuff Cash for Soul Booster... But the other teams LEAVERS, then my com also halfway got short circuit... Sianzzz
Came back home from supper w ith my Sec Sch/JC frens. They all finished their finals, waiting for results. Some even got job, going to start soon. Sigh# ....
Saw my palm got reseted... Lost most of my records... The last back up done was 2004... OMG... Think lost some patients phone numbers liao... Dun care...
No mood to care...
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 1:51 AM
0 seconds of my life
Blogs : Reflection of REAL Feelings or just people's personal Fantasy???
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
I am a newcomer in this Blog business... When i see my fren's blog, they have those dated up to 1 year ago... In my heart it goes, "WOW, how they do that man?!?!" Didn't know how this Blog Fever started and when it started... My frens told me it's like an online Diary... Hmmm... Last time we use to do a lot of things using pen and paper...
Cinema tickets were actually a stack of coupons and the ticket vending lady will use the crayon/marker and cross out our seats on a piece of seating plan layout and write our seat number on the coupon and tear the coupon and pass to us. I still got one like that... (Antique!!!) Now we can do that online, even can choose our seat somemore...
Diary was meant for us to write things happening in our everyday life. I was expose to Diary this thing when i was in primary sch when our form teacher ask us to write. I still remember that for 99.9% of the time i will only write 3 words... "Nothing happen today." Wah, slack right... From wat i understand, diary was meant to be for my own eyes only... Right? Writing to let my form teacher to read... Hmmm... A bit not logical leh... Now even BETTER, can write online and let ANYONE read...
My topic today is due to a news i saw about a A-STAR scholar got trouble with her contract when she wrote something on her blog... I dunnoe the full story, but the mere mentioning of the news caught me thinking... Why do people write blogs? How much of the blog they write is true? And how much of their daily life are they writing or are they willing to write into it?
I feel Blogs is more like a trend/fashion statement thingy which appeals to the youngsters out there (Hey, Wat Am I Doing Here...???!!!) When frens say they write blogs, naturally the other will go and start to write... Monkey See, Monkey Do... Why I write? Truth is I also follow trend, want to try it out. But i am a bit simple, so i use the blog in friendster cos is so DAMN SIMPLE. No other function, only post my writings... (Actually i think they have, but need money one...) If i were to reccommend, Blogspot and Xanga not too bad...
When comes to the truth of things, everyone will have a limit of how much truth they want to reveal to other people. Every husband and wife will keep certain secrets between each other. I can say wat ever i write in my blog is true. You think i am bluffing??? I admit they are true because mostly are like GP essay discussing abt certain topics. If you see carefully, i dun really write alot of my daily life... I dun write everyday too... I feel that some use blogs to write down another side of them, a side which they want to be in... It's like a fantasy person that they want to be, in a fantasy life... Not a bad thing thou, sometimes people feel much at ease and helps relieve stress from the busy work/study life... Singapore is becoming more and more competitive and so stress level is high in watever we do. There's even stress relieving TV program shown on channel 5...
But how much is one willing to share to others? As i have said, i dun write a lot if everyday life. Like the A-STAR scholar, I think she might have wrote something BAD but TRUE about her in A-STAR and so resulted in ............ It's really sad... When we want to really express ourselves freely, we can't because we have a lot of restrictions here and there. Still find the good old hard cover Diary better. At least we can really POUR out everything.
Good thing i dun publicise my blog, so not many people come here to read my CRAPS... HA HA... =)
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 10:32 PM
0 seconds of my life
Boring Lecture
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Guess where i am now while writing my blog, I am in Catherine Tay's Law lecture... Already half the class are in dreamland... Why am i still awake? Because i good student and listen to lecture lohed (Haha!!! Like REAL)... =)
The truth is, i am playing my RTKX since the start of the lecture... Wah, that stupid city need to battle 3 times before i can conquer... OMG... Really waste my time loh... Now need to re-build my army again... Die lah, my 刘备 getting very old liao. Wait my 刘备 die my China still not united. JIALAT... The chinese really take me to long to read and understand... Still can't find how to make that stupid vehicle to throw the arrows and stones thingy... JingLi please HELP!!!
Huemin is having her first paper today. Actually the whole NYP dental therapist course year 1s are having their exams... Worried for Huemin... She quite stressed up the night b4... =( Can't help her much, only moral support now... Hope her paper isn't too difficult...
Think of watching movie later... But pretty sian because my class all busy with exam preparations... Dunnoe find who to watch... Then there are so many show i haven't watch, dunnoe choose which one... Sigh... =(
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 12:38 PM
0 seconds of my life
HeartBroken
Monday, May 02, 2005
If i haven't remember wrongly, i only applied for my internet connection when i was in JC 1... That time was the student plan, $7.50 per month for 13hrs of usage. Was pretty happy at that time althought it was only 56.6Kb/s. So to speak, i was a latecomer in terms of ICQ/MSN/IRC... Nowadays, you get them when u are sec sch... Some even in pri sch...
Remembered that time very `siao' internet chatting... Gotten this IRC script thing (Think it was called Oxygen™ IRC or something), it is those where you can just click a button then a rose or a cute cute sequence of some mushy stuff will appear one... Can type birthday cake lah, blow kisses, etc,etc... Really quite pro at that time... But as time goes by, starting to feel very `fake' with all that stuff... MAybe that time was when i went into army, so when i book out nothing to do so chat online...
Soon, really started to dislike to chat online... I dun hate it, i still do... But now mainly to discuss things with classmates, talk to new frens and drop notices to people... I made a lot of new frens online, but as our relationship got a bit closer, i converted them to telephone chat. =) That's why i gotten my Premium 700 plan from Singtel. So i can call without worries.
"i hate u...deserted me when i needed u n go to sleep... how can like tat?................" Don't have to continue... The first 3 words already enough to kill an elephant... Got that last night from huemin... Being her `bro' for only the second day only and that happens... Well, not blaming her... Just the internet was giving problems to her... This was the main reason i dun chat online with my close frens anymore... But that sms did `impact' a little... =( Think we cleared things up pretty quick. Good thing i can also sms fast... Two thumbs typing, YEAH!!!
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 10:35 AM
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Wish come true again... =)
Sunday, May 01, 2005
I'm the eldest in the family, got 2 younger brothers which i think i bully quite often (OPPS)... Before my youngest brother came about, I've always wished my mum to `give' me a little sister... Having a little brother at that time already enough liao loh. Thought of getting one sister to balance things up... Who knows... =)
Maybe because of my strong urge to get a sister, i think i developed a very brotherly look... Actually gotten many Godsister along the way till now, since primary school... But then, at that time, still dunnoe how to be a good brother yet... So lost many of them on the way... Now I got a few very close ones, ones which i really dotes...
Michelle is from my JC. She's from my ECA, ODAC... I was the Quartermaster then. Meet her when she was yr 1, didn't know her well. During LTC, my impression of her wasn't that good either... (Michelle, are you reading this??? =) Think we talked about this before lah, so i not worried... ) For some weird reason, we became `siblings'... From then, got to know her better... She's wilful at times, stubborn (a little bit lah, coz i am more stubborn), PRETTY of course... She's really caring and sweet too. She's the little sis that i love most. =)
Then came Vivien... Me and her met when i was working at a part time job after army. She's this small cute little thing that caught my eye when my colleague introduced us over lunch. Wat can i say, she's just CUTE loh... =) But then, i am not her godbrother, but godSISTER instead... Why godSISTER??? Well, .........
Irene is from my Faculty, my junior... Well, actually she shld have been my year, just that she was from pharmacy during yr 1 but she didn't like the course so change to dentistry... Think i caught her at a pretty down time and so showered her with a lot of brotherly love and... BINGO...
The others along the way got a bit distant as some i didn't contact for a long time. Some only msg during holidays and bdaes... Pamela, used to go out with her once a year to celebrate her bdae but haven't been doing that for quite some time liao. Dorothy, still see her online but think bro-sis relationship isn't working well for both of us... Not that it turn bad, just that can't really relate as bro and sis... More of fren-fren relationship. Jiarun, althought u mention in your blog i am like a big brother to you, i never treat u like sister leh... More like close fren loh... =)
Why am i writing all this??? Well, it's because i just gotten myself another little sister. She's called Huemin... She's doing her dental therapist diploma and was attached to our Faculty for a period of them. Got to see her only once on one clinic session, along with her group of frens... Got to know each other a little bit better thru MSN. She like furry animals, me too... =) I wish i can still keep her as my little sis as the times go by, being there to listen to her problems, offer advice, look after her and help her in any ways possible... (Huemin ah, really loh... I can be very naggy... So, be prepared...) =)
So many things, so little time... "Mojave" 4:11 AM
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